Friday, November 20, 2009
Today was kinda disapointing , & sad ... Hubby ..
Thanks fr waking up at 7 to come over my place early in th morning ...
I appreciate it alot , Thanks love ... But yeahs ...
You still did promised to go gai gai with me ..
But end up , wherever we go , there's still a reason related to LongChen ..
You said you'll bring me out , go Bugis .. I was kinda shock , yeahs .
I thought you got th money to pay fr my reserved dress , But I was wrong ..
Totally ..
You told me you had th money , but its cause you need to buy LED lights fr our flower lorry ..
Can you feel that my heart just sank right infront of you , Hubby ?
Can you feel it ? How much my heart aches .. ?
I asked you yesterday night - " That means you have to go down guan to do things ?! "
You promised me on Thurs that you'll go shopping with me today ..
Your reply to me was " No , Just pass th things to dage thn can leave le .. "
Hubby , dont lie to me anymore ..
EACH & EVERY time , it was nothing , but pure DISAPPOINTMENT ...
I thought after everytime I told you how I felt , you'll think through it & understand me ..
But Hubby , it's always th same . You can cheeer me up by doing silly things with Erzi to make me laugh & I'll forget ..
But you'll never know how much disappointment I felt each time I know you never go with your plans ..
Like what I asked you today ... Where is your stand ?!?!?!
You could just ask Dage to let you go until I leave fr Genting ..
I know time is running out , I know I know !
But time is running out fr me & you too !
I'm leaving in 4 days time ! It's short , But I'm really afraid that when I'm back , you'll leave with someone else .. Or what happens if I met with an accident when I'm over there ?
Hubby , I dont wna live with regrets , not letting you know how much I love you .
I want to spend all th time I have , with you !
Even if I am sick , like today ...
I still go down Bugis with you & thn to Benoi ..
Do you know that I nearly fainted along th way ?
No , Because I dont wna worry you !
I simply just said " I nt meeting you tmr "
& you took it for real !!!!
When we reached Woodlands , I kinda actually wanted to walk around at Causeway ..
but you said your leg pain , so I agreed to let you send me home ..
When we're reaching my house , you told me you going down Geylang to find AhGau & Co ..
I dont mind you hanging out with them , but what you told me was ' MY LEG PAIN ' !
What do you expect me to say ? NOTHING , but to see your back with tears filled in my eyes ..
Hubby , my heart has been shattered because of that no. of disappointments I've been through .. It's enough fr me ... way more thn enough ..
Please , Will you understand me ?
Long Chen .... I know I'll never replace him in you heart ...
FUCK ! HowmanyfuckingtimeshavewequarreledbecauseofLongChen ! ):
I wanted to dedicate this song to you when I leave fr Genting , But ...
I think it's th right time now , Hubby ..
I love you .
If I had to live my life without you near me ,
My days would all be empty ,
The nights would seem so long .
With you I see forever , Oh so clearly ...
I might have been in love before ,
But it never felt so strong ...
Our dreams are young & we both know ,
They'll take us where we want to go ...
Hold Me Now , Touch Me Now ...
I dont wna live without you ...
Nothing's gonna change my love for you ,
You ought to know by now how much I love you ..
One thing you can be sure of ,
I'll never ask for more than your love ..
Nothing's gonna change my love for you ,
You ought to know by now how much I love you ..
The world my change my whole life through ..
But nothing's gonna change my love for you ...
If th road ahead is not easy ,
Our love will lead a way for us ,
Like a guiding star ..
I'll be there for you if you should need me ..
You dont have to change a thing ,
I love you just the way you are ,
So come with me & share th view ...
I'll help you see forever too ..
Hold me now , Touch me now ...
I dont wna live without you ...
Nothing's gonna change my love for you ,
You ought to know by now how much I love you ..
One thing you can be sure of ,
I'll never ask for more than your love ..
Nothing's gonna change my love for you ,
You ought to know by now how much I love you ..
The world my change my whole life through ..
But nothing's gonna change my love for you ...
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
10:45 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Hubby , Our Wedding okayyys ! (:
Hubbyyyyy , You faster wakeee up pei Wifeyyy !
Wifey so sian , so hungryyyy now now now ! ):
)): Me want you to come over pei me ):
6 more days )':
ohoh ! & , Hubby , I got put your name on my invitation card lehhs ? ^^
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
1:33 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
Hi bao bei wifey...
I really love u alot alot...
I really wan a happy family with u...
Really I swear...
TAN KAY HOCK LOVE LEE WAI TING
♥ ♥ ♥
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
11:27 PM
Sometimes, fate has
a cruel way of
putting things together.
Maybe it's better
if people just give up
when there's no point
in fighting for something anymore.
When the ship
has finally sailed,
only a fool would go after
when it's already miles away.
But sometimes,
it's a lot better to be a fool
to go after what
we want and need,
rather than to regret
everything in the end
because we never even tried..
Baby , Just when I thought that everything would be perfect , everything started falling apart ... ):
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
12:50 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
I've only wanted to let you know how I felt ... ):Iloveyou , tankayhock .
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
12:37 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Hi this few day quite busy doing flower lorry stuff with da ge N ah bob at benoi... So today go fetch wifey at her hus... Stay awhile at her hus play com than after that when to boon keng cut sticker... After cut sticker want to go eat but we quarrel so I went hm myself... Sorry wifey... About 30 min later she call me tell me her granduncle passaway so I ask her come my hus 1st... So she come my hus sleep awhile... She wake up go NTUC buy thing never wake me up pei her go... I wake up at 5.30 like that did not saw her so I call her ask her why never wake me up...
She tell me u are tired so let me sleep... Thanks wifey...
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT...
Wifey dun kick our erzi down the bed again okie...
LOVE U ERZI...
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
1:42 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
Bored to death .Im crying yet again cause I'm alone at home .Fuck , Im so bored & I'm having gastric .Damn .Hubby said wna have breakfast with me . End Up ????Yah , Hubby's gna say not his fault . Right , my fault lo .&&& ! Hubby , I really dont wna stay in this house anymore .Housework , all I do .. But I can't go out .My sister lehs ? Never do a single shit , everyday tonn out , noneed come home .Im sure you know how I feel , B . It's getting worst everyday ):I feel so sad ):
When Our Lips Touches , {
♥}
3:28 PM
Today was kinda disapointing , & sad ... Hubby ..
